[to his credit, he at least listens. the least he can do after all monika's done for him is hear her out. but...]
More than one person plays a game, right? You probably could've found one even if that player didn't love you.
You could've found another way to go out here, too.
[he lets go of her then, shakes his head.]
I can't answer that right now, Monika.
[sacrifices have to be made, sure, chuuya knows that, but self-sacrifice is another thing entirely. he still won't call his own death one, even if the argument could definitely be made.
'ideals like that are for people who don't have strength'-- he said that to someone once, didn't he? it's so vague in his memory that maybe he's only thinking it now.]
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More than one person plays a game, right? You probably could've found one even if that player didn't love you.
You could've found another way to go out here, too.
[he lets go of her then, shakes his head.]
I can't answer that right now, Monika.
[sacrifices have to be made, sure, chuuya knows that, but self-sacrifice is another thing entirely. he still won't call his own death one, even if the argument could definitely be made.
'ideals like that are for people who don't have strength'-- he said that to someone once, didn't he? it's so vague in his memory that maybe he's only thinking it now.]