[ back then, she had thought his voice was similar enough to jacopo's that she could hear him in the back of her mind. that she could pretend izaya's words were his. in this moment, she damns herself for that selfish thought. how could she, when izaya says something like that? surely, it's because he wants to see her reaction. ]
...Izaya...
[ she's already crying, a little bit. the entirety of monika... even the program that was shutting down as he tore through her at the end - he accepts that. he accepts monika, the complicated being that she is. sentient and alive, with the power to make her own decisions now. in some way, yes, maybe izaya has acted like a big brother to her, leading her to become a girl who takes her life into her own hands.
well, metaphorically. but there's one thing that bothers her. ]
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...Izaya...
[ she's already crying, a little bit. the entirety of monika... even the program that was shutting down as he tore through her at the end - he accepts that. he accepts monika, the complicated being that she is. sentient and alive, with the power to make her own decisions now. in some way, yes, maybe izaya has acted like a big brother to her, leading her to become a girl who takes her life into her own hands.
well, metaphorically. but there's one thing that bothers her. ]
Do you love yourself?